Well hello again.
It’s been a while. So much has happened.
The geeklings and I moved back to our home town. My brain went snap where we were living and we moved back to where I/we have family and friends to support us.
We attended our first ComicCon (OH MY GOD!!!)… I know right. We were dressed like The Doctor 9, 10 & 11. We got our picture taken with and by Geek God Wil Wheaton (we kinda got tweeted BY Wil Wheaton which made all our lives, frankly)
I also got a Serenity poster signed by Nathan Fillion & Jewel Staite. I got my photo taken with Nathan Fillion, Jewel Staite & Gillian Anderson.
Somehow I managed to get my photo taken with Nathan Fillion without crying, visibly shaking or being removed by security. I’d call that a big ole win.
My fella and I tried long distance and it didn’t pan out. I thought I was dealing with it well but apparently and according to my current manic state, I am not. I’ve started going crazier than a shit house rat and…well….that’s where I am. Out a lot at night, subjecting the poor city to crazier and crazier versions of myself. Before you ask, yes I am still medicated and yes I have another doctors appointment. I don’t know why it’s not under control. It’s been catalyst into the stratosphere of mental health issues and I’m struggling to keep what little control I have on it.
Something I AM doing with it though is writing. Nothing cohesive, more like little blurbs here and there. Individual little thought bubbles that come out of my crazy mind. I’ll post the more public appropriate ones here (read: the ones I want people to know about)
So, that’s where we are. We had our first ComicCon, our Geek-Mitzvah if you will. Some super awesome stuff happened while we were there. Sat in on some amazing panels, got pictures with cool celebs (Wil & Nathan were the coolest, Jewel is a total sweetie and gives great panel), I’ll totally Con again. I kinda want to pursue my dream of being an actress now. If for no other reason than to act in a Joss Whedon project and then Con for the rest of my life. I would totally panel & sign autographs still Cosplaying cause I’m a nerd like that. *sings* To dream the impossible dream.
I’m still crazy, maybe even crazier than before… But I’m trying to be creative and not terribly self destructive with it… We’ll see how that goes.
Ya… Capt. Tom out!<